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i got tagged...

1. What can you hear right now?
saxaphones.

2. How do you style your hair?
i dont.

3. What are you wearing right now?
tee nd shorts.

4. What are you currently reading?
this d*mn tag..

5. Dumbest thing you've done this week
asked math teacher, 35 mins into class, to go to the "toilet".. to make a phone call..

6. Have you named your computer? If so what's its name?
no... that would be a sign of being touched upstairs..

7. Theme song playing in the background as you die
hw exactly m i supposed to know?! if it was my choice then, let it be, by the beatles.

8. The most stressful thing right now in your life?
family issues..

9. What is your favourite drink and food?
for now, choc bubble tea & toast.

10. What is your weirdest habit?
i collect matchbox cars..?

11. What is your favorite colour?.
black, yellow, red

12. If you could, what talent do you want most?
nerding...

14. Which languages do you wish you spoke?
right now, all chinese dialects

15. What is your biggest pet peeve?
spitting on the road..

16. What song/band are you currently listening to?
nappy roots, good day

17. Who was your childhood idol?
my english teacher.

18. Happiest thing that happened today?
it was a good day..

19. If you were in a band, what kind of music would you play and what instrument would you
want to play?
i would play, jazz rock,, i would play the guitar, maybe classical, acoustic or bass.

20. Tell me something you love about the person who tagged you.
her attitude.. orz

28th April 09

so far so good...
slept at 3 yesterday..
freggin sleepy.. dun know how im gonna survive legal.. last 2 periods summore..
damn..
i miss all my school friends suddenly..
but i dont miss school..
kinda hungry now,, but ill live..

till then, bake a pie and get high!

SIGH!!!

What a weird and miserable day it was or wait it still is...
really hectic.. im home now but i cant seem to relax.. cant seem to function properly.
i thing today's theme would be tension. seriously. let me list down today's tension-ness factors.. and the miserable part abt this is that is really tension-fying at the beggining, but then i manage to survive in the end... sigh!

• didnt realise i had legal work to do.. sat in the front row of class.. showed teacher my "completed" work.. *thanks ML* then copied super fast.. then realise there's 2 parts to the question.. then i sat down there in the front row miserably praying that she doesn't ask me the first part! *PHEW* she didnt, i live another day!
• the english.. i very smartly assumed that i could finish my work during the break in coll but guess wat.. no break! thank god i hav Nissh! *iloveyou!* she typed and printed the thing 4 me.. to add to that sh!t, i only had 3 outta 4 references, so go figure la!
• then, during maths lesson i get an sms from ma mum, she's sick. askin me to call her friend to take her to the clinic, guess what i did, raised my hand in mid-class and said i need to use the damn toilet,*aiyoooooo* aft a bit of sarcasm and insult i got outta the class.. made a billion phone calls and ran back into class.. then of course la, an urgent sms had to come, when the teacher was sittin right in front of me.. GREAT! so i used my super hiding techniques to reply..
• then the fregggin long bus ride home!
• then takin care of mum, which include-gettin food nd stuff..(not that im complaining la, just saying...)
• then washin the damn clothes!

AT LAST... NOW IM FINALLY FREE!!!!! oh wait.

i got to wait up for ma dad whos comin back from the airport! hell yea! until 1 something the freggin mornin!!!!!!!!!!!!

my lyf is pretty much messed up ryte now...

i need sleep, food and slaves to do my homework.. ya right!

on that note,

bye! ill update more if i survive the night, till then,,

chocolateballsandcoffeesweets!

rush........

stopped by to say hi! such a hectic day..
only had 3 hrs of sleep..
so many damned assignments...
tough tough tough!!!

but somehow, i know its gonna be a good day..
LOL! *holla ML*

till then,,, C ya suckers later! *runs off laughin*

To write or not to write? The right thing to do.

The ragging anger that boils in the pit of one's stomach, which eventually builds up and slowly creeps up and erupts in the form of violent comments, irrational actions and evil thoughts that causes so much pain in oneself all because of an issue.

It all makes sense and justifies itself, when one is thinking of punishments for those people who are the source of the damn issue that caused this volcanic anger inside oneself! Unfortunately, no matter how much words or actions that one wants to do, it seems impossible in the current governance of the country!
Everything, no matter how one phrases it or illustrates it, is controversial. One has to think of all their responsibilities and attachments in life, before even being able to talk about it. Yes in life! That is what, one must be willing to sacrifice to be the change one wants to see in others or in the world. It is a very valuable opportunity cost!

I, You and Them are the Ones that need tolerate all this nonsense and atrocity, just because we have responsibilities, to our parents, family and loved ones'.
But the question is, what about the responsibilities to ourselves, and the future generation? What about our responsibilities as citizens in a democratic country? What about our responsibilities to basic human rights? And most importantly, What about our responsibilities to others?
Aren't we all-the society, interconnected through moral responsibilities to one another? Isn't our actions going to affect the life's of others? After all we are living in a democratic, independent and culturally diverse country.
Then why do it in the first place and cause so much havoc! They say we are a country of peace and racial harmony, I say otherwise.
I say, until these issues are addressed, logically debated, with all comments taken into account; despite of race, religion and gender, and come to a conclusion, with a valid decision, this issue, anger, hatred and enmity will not subside, nor will it be solved.
This is not a threat, it is a fact, a comment, from the future generation.

Peace.

its going to be a longgg day..

20th April 09

so far so good.. its the fourth week into SAM.. and things are getting really hectic.
Talk abt self initiative! This is the true meaning of assignments. seriously! so many things to do eg; research, topic sentence?!, filing (i hate!) and ect.
anyway, finally got back the camera! yay! went all the way to malacca to get it back from my sis yesterday. what a day it was. i was sick, still am.. the long drive was realy tiring -2hours to and back- eventhough i wasnt driving. lol.

will try to post some pictures asap..

till then, i need sleeeeeeppppppp!!!!

out of my mind. be back in five minutes.

here we go again.

another round of "the works"

flu, sore throat, fever.

i hate i hate i hate!

but thats life right.








fcuk da world!

Life's disappointments are harder to take when you don't know any swear words...

Nissh: I cant believe God did this to him.

Me: Now u know how i feel..

Nissh: Why la? Dont say that!

Me: Im not saying there isnt a God, im just sayin it would be nice if there was one.

Nissh: ok..wat?!

me: hahahaha...

dun mind me...-statement-

hey you!
IM goin through to some lame issues right now.
the usual la, family, friends, homework...yadda yadda yaddda...
so if im being a jerk or a bit creepy or emo,
*i know its too much to ask for* but,
dont abandon me.. i need all the support i can get..
so, nissh: sorry im rude
ma: sorry im busy all the time
new friends: sorry im emo,, *alien invasion*
everyone: sorry im saying sorry so many miserable times o.O

till then,, this too shall pass.. i hope.